Tuesday, February 5, 2008

February 5th, 2008

So... with a total of 9.2 lbs. off so far, today is the first day that I really just feel fat - really fat. Now, I know I am fat, I don't have to be told that... but somedays, you feel fatter than others, and today I feel fat. Really fat. So... today that has been weighing on my mind and has had an effect on my attitude and how I feel. I've stuck with my meal plan and done well, but my attitude is not the same as normal.

I'm tired for one. If I was woke up once last night, I was woke up 40 times. And... consequently, I'm tired. I need my sleep. I can deal with 7 hours... I can even deal with 6.5 hours... but I need sleep... and last night, sleep was not something I was able to accomplish for any length of time at all...

So... now I'm tired and I'm cranky... and irritable.

And I should probably apologize to my daughter.

Sigh.

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Republic, Missouri, United States
Of all the things I've learned in my life, the most important is that when it all comes down to the very core of life, what matters most is your family. Love them, hold them close, let them know how you feel because when life brings turmoil and chaos, family is what counts.

Mom & the boys

Favorite Movies

  • Jane Austen Book Club
  • Family Stone
  • National Treasure 1 & 2
  • Ya Ya Sisterhood
  • Ghost

Having your cake..

Having your cake..
Abby's 1st Birthday.... Cake

St. Louis, 2008

St. Louis, 2008
Bekah, Sarah and I at Grants Farm!

Out on the town, 9/28/08

Out on the town, 9/28/08
And me with a new "do" & 62 lbs. off!